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The other hard thing with this is David. I knew I was losing Betty, that was a choice... It looks like I’ll loose him as well, and my heart is so broken over it. I trusted him. I truly do love them both. However when the chips are down, where are they? David isn’t here. I texted him and told him what was going on. Last night, and all I got was an “I’m sorry.” Later I texted him and said how whenever he needs he, I’m there, even in the middle of the night I don’t say Boo... yet all I get is an “I’m sorry.” My mother could die. My mother. He came to me in the middle of the night because a boy he was dating tried to commit suicide in his bed. I know that was traumatic... but this carries more weight. He called and said he would come... then I never heard from him. Eventually I just called and left a message saying never mind. He called and asked if I was sure. I said Yes. However... Today, not a word. Not to see if she’s okay, or if I am. Sandie made me promise not to call him. Without he, Betty or my Mom, Sandie is my main source of support....my only real close friend/family. I feel so abandoned and lost right now. Like why when they mean so much to me, why am I not important to? Especially when they say I am?

I know these behaviors aren’t friendship... and that’s what’s hurting me so deeply.

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I'm sorry to read about what is going on in your life right now. Words fail me but my thoughts are with you and I hope you'll be able to pull through and be strong. Hugs

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